Consequence mind pop-ups

I realize see and understand its my choice that I connect my interpretation as the result of my observation. Because What I see, became what i get. What I Thereafter hear as my inner voice, reflects what already exist. Which is the acceptance and allowance, the result of what pops-up within my mind.

For context see my previous post.

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Sometimes the mind seems so graphically so strong that it seems like it’s not just thoughts. It can go about bad thoughts, for example, the idea that someone could do something bad. Or thought what it’s like to jump infront of a train. Or the urge to do something shameful as insult your boss or take off your clothes in public. It may be a sexual thought, a thought or a perverse idea of extreme violence. It can also be a thought about a loved one that something happens to, or a thought of destroying something of another.

Almost all people have some thoughts.

So in the light of my inner voice, I judged the observation of my environment and the peoples behavior within. In response of my spoken Appreciation to the group members during a supportgroup meeting, I spoke about that I was thankfull for those who helped me during moving away from my place into a new home.

That’s why I experienced some of their comments as negative. Which is theirs opinion that I have not expressed my thanks enough, which I did. I realize see and understand on the other hand their wishfull thinking also reflex the lack of the expectation that they missed.

In response of my spoken Appreciation they feeled not appreciated enough by me.

So, in response of the experience about my lack my thoughts pops-up. According of there unfulfilled wishes, I experienced the energy of being critized and guilty because of my lack of showed Appreciation to Them. Their behavior Which I see as a form of critical meanness.

However: ‘I realize see and understand All this is caused by my assumption Whatever I do I never do well enough, people always criticize me, which makes me feel guilty and disappointed.’ Physically and behaviorally I behave with avoidance (not go out). It seems like I have things under control but often I get new problems.Than feel lonely for example and my day is full of rituals.

Selfforgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking: ‘Whatever I do I never do well enough, people always criticize me, which makes me feel guilty and disappointed.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I experienced comments as a form of critical meanness.

If and when I experience the energy of critical meanness, Then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that my interpretation about the comments from people made me aware that I give this the critical meanness meaning.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I give the response From someone the critical meanness meaning.

If and when I experience the energy of critical meanness meaning, Then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand instead of this negative comment I was longing for a positive comment and instead a positive comment I Became aware that I myself use this critical meanness meaning interpretation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I use this critical meanness meaning interpretation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed That I demand the user of the negative comment to use a positive comment and because of the lack of the use of the positive comment I allowed myself after I started blaming gave the person a negative comment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself after I decided To Participate within the energy of blaming, that I gave myself permission critize the person which gave me a negative comment.

If and when I blame something or someone Then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand if and when I blame something or someone its because of my interpretation after my observation.

I commit myself because I made a mistake, That I see this error as possible solutions to face my underlying need.

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Accused

If you see something in the world that you think is a problem or you disagree with, don’t let it become an emotionally charged (fear, powerlessness, resentment, blame, judgment, victimization) in your head.

Rather, apply self forgiveness when you see you’re reacting to the issue, and identify some words that you see would be practical to apply /live to support yourself in relation to the issue.

Let us be proud of the words given to us for nothing; not to teach anyone, not to disprove anyone, not to prove anything absurd to anyone, but to refer beyond all objects to the silence where nothing can be said.

If I decide that I react to the issue…if I assume that the situation in the world is total chaos, then this is my world view with which I look at the situation in the world. With my world view I then interpret my perception, the perception of my interpretation as chaos. The way I perceive in this outlined scenario is absurd, destructive and manipulative. This artificial vision, once it prevails, can cause diabolical dilemmas in people’s minds.We will have to be aware of this influence. Where it goes wrong is that we act according to our automatic assumptions. What I get irritated with is people who act and trust their own view without questioning or applying self-reflection. As soon as they criticize or taunt me I get into resistance. The nature of my resistance is made up of several DAF assumptions. This Disappointment, Anger and Fear became Energetic resentment demanding triggerpoint personality’s. My interpretation therefore concerns the information of those assumptions with which I perceive the world.

This energetic division affects my physical body. I experience pain in my abdomen, lower back, knees, fingers and chest. When I’m lying in my bed, Then I experience panic, headache and stress. As soon as they criticize or taunt me I get into resistance. The nature of my resistance is made up of several DAF assumptions, which causes this pain and stress experience.

Selfforgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I Do Not Apply self forgiveness if I’m reacting to the issue.

If and when I accuse, Then I Stop myself and Breath.

I commit myself being selfhonest: ‘Yes I do’: ‘Then I realize see and understand that My interpretation therefore concerns the information of my assumptions with which I perceive the world.’

If you see something in the world that you think is a problem or you disagree with, don’t let it become an emotionally charged (fear, powerlessness, resentment, blame, judgment, victimization) in your head. Rather, apply self forgiveness when you see you’re reacting to the issue, and identify some words that you see would be practical to apply /live to support yourself in relation to the issue.

For example firstly Accepting what is happening and Accepting that you don’t yet see and understand everything about the issue. Applying Patience, Learning, Consideration, Investigation, Understanding, and making sure that you’re not defined by your current view, but remain flexible and able to consider new information and perspectives.

In my experience, one of the most important things to do when faced with an event /problem in the world that you feel threatened by, is to embrace not yet understanding fully the problem or the solution, admitting this to self. This helps prevent self from jumping into the easiest point of blame, judgment, and fighting to make self feel “empowered”. Fighting that point of blame becomes an obsession because if you stop fighting you have to face your emotional experience of inferiority and powerlessness. So, deal with those experiences and remain practical so you don’t become possessed by an emotional narrative of fighting, like this woman.