Accused

If you see something in the world that you think is a problem or you disagree with, don’t let it become an emotionally charged (fear, powerlessness, resentment, blame, judgment, victimization) in your head.

Rather, apply self forgiveness when you see you’re reacting to the issue, and identify some words that you see would be practical to apply /live to support yourself in relation to the issue.

Let us be proud of the words given to us for nothing; not to teach anyone, not to disprove anyone, not to prove anything absurd to anyone, but to refer beyond all objects to the silence where nothing can be said.

If I decide that I react to the issue…if I assume that the situation in the world is total chaos, then this is my world view with which I look at the situation in the world. With my world view I then interpret my perception, the perception of my interpretation as chaos. The way I perceive in this outlined scenario is absurd, destructive and manipulative. This artificial vision, once it prevails, can cause diabolical dilemmas in people’s minds.We will have to be aware of this influence. Where it goes wrong is that we act according to our automatic assumptions. What I get irritated with is people who act and trust their own view without questioning or applying self-reflection. As soon as they criticize or taunt me I get into resistance. The nature of my resistance is made up of several DAF assumptions. This Disappointment, Anger and Fear became Energetic resentment demanding triggerpoint personality’s. My interpretation therefore concerns the information of those assumptions with which I perceive the world.

This energetic division affects my physical body. I experience pain in my abdomen, lower back, knees, fingers and chest. When I’m lying in my bed, Then I experience panic, headache and stress. As soon as they criticize or taunt me I get into resistance. The nature of my resistance is made up of several DAF assumptions, which causes this pain and stress experience.

Selfforgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I Do Not Apply self forgiveness if I’m reacting to the issue.

If and when I accuse, Then I Stop myself and Breath.

I commit myself being selfhonest: ‘Yes I do’: ‘Then I realize see and understand that My interpretation therefore concerns the information of my assumptions with which I perceive the world.’

If you see something in the world that you think is a problem or you disagree with, don’t let it become an emotionally charged (fear, powerlessness, resentment, blame, judgment, victimization) in your head. Rather, apply self forgiveness when you see you’re reacting to the issue, and identify some words that you see would be practical to apply /live to support yourself in relation to the issue.

For example firstly Accepting what is happening and Accepting that you don’t yet see and understand everything about the issue. Applying Patience, Learning, Consideration, Investigation, Understanding, and making sure that you’re not defined by your current view, but remain flexible and able to consider new information and perspectives.

In my experience, one of the most important things to do when faced with an event /problem in the world that you feel threatened by, is to embrace not yet understanding fully the problem or the solution, admitting this to self. This helps prevent self from jumping into the easiest point of blame, judgment, and fighting to make self feel “empowered”. Fighting that point of blame becomes an obsession because if you stop fighting you have to face your emotional experience of inferiority and powerlessness. So, deal with those experiences and remain practical so you don’t become possessed by an emotional narrative of fighting, like this woman.

hungry mind

Hungry mind indicates that our mind is seeking enlightenment and redemption. We do this in order to no longer experience our pain. I was reading this Text in one article with the following subtitle: ‘Addictions are bad substitutes for love.’

I realize see and understand that we often look for external satisfaction. This to replace our lack of self-esteem. So to relieve my pain, therefore I started looking for a replacement.

This lack of physical hugs, appreciation and recognition made me experience myself insecure. What happens was that I experienced one indecision that I couldn’t clear up.

So I started to find satisfaction for this indeterminacy, this indecision. This permanent experience of being useless. Only usable if I execute external commands properly. Properly if it’s in accordance with the plaintiff’s demands.

So my head assumption became: ‘If I execute external commands properly, Then I’m Valuable.’

Selfforgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself To believe I must behave Properly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself To believe if I does not behave properly Then it’s not in accordance with the plaintiff’s demands.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself To believe what I Do, it’s never good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking There follows rejection and criticism by the prosecution in response to my contribution, because it was never in accordance with the plaintiff’s demands.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself assuming and knowing what my contribution will be, it will never be good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in advance as response of my contribution I’m already thinking rejection will follow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed in advance as response of my contribution I’m already thinking rejection will follow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking rejection will follow because I do not meet the demanded Standards.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking I am insufficient That’s why People treat me in a derogatory way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself knowing that during my Entire life I have felt myself permanently unsafe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have felt myself permanently unsafe in the vicinity of certain people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I avoid specific people and situations, this because I don’t want to feel permanently unsafe in the vicinity of certain people.

I realize see and understand that I avoid that I don’t want to feel permanently unsafe in the vicinity of certain people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I never really have explorerd what I experience which is important for me.