Dag 596 Afraid of losing when I change, what?

What do I fear when I do not follow the safety rules? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I need rules to feel safe. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that when there are rules to feel safe, what information concludes those rules? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the information in the rules resonates with my rules And if anyone deviates from the rules I have in mind, I create the energy of judgment and desire. Keep distance Is a common cry right now. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I judge wrong when some one is not keeping distances, fear, anger, disappointment and so on. Why do people not listen to a call from others? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I ask my self this question and within it I create Disbelief which differs from my faith to which I connect the value that my faith is better. Because the call ‘keep social distance’ should we taken this serieus? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I create a thought about what Is better and wrong in a world of inequality and because of my question I create more. When I follow the rules then I am safe? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not only take care when I take care when I also create and manifest mind energy. When I follow the instructions my parents told me then they will like me more. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I follow my inner rules so that people will like me. So I have to please them. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I please people because that’s why I follow rules to get positive Confirmation and attention. When I do not please them they will give me critique or start physical fight eachother. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I want positive feedback from out the startingpoint colored by fear and the desire to get compliments And that people give me a standing ovation. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I blame as mentioned in my previous blog ‘some people never follows the given rules’ an idea Embedded in my mind. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I mention other people to do things right because in my opion they act wrong.

Think things are ideas, we develop them. We develop them to get grip at and as our reality, the things are as we think.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have ideas, which are created by the critical energy in my mind because I can gain my freedom through my mind, a freedom that’s start within the negative mind. But we must remember that these ideas are thinking things, that is, things that do not exist in reality.

Since a period of time I had pain in the calf from my left leg. I guess it’s about my Judgment, Solid judgment Which makes me stagnate in myself and in my own process because in this judgment there is also fear. Self-created fear by the rules I accept as my Prescription, as ideas which I allowed as inferiority as my idea which became rules that I need to follow.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am afraid of change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have developed the idea that others should follow my ideas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself opinion which I experience as contrary thinking which is different from my idea, that I condemn this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when people act not the way I think, what I desire, then I blame it because it’s the opposite of my expectation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I fear the opposite of my thinking as desire which I experience as ‘I must lack my idea as my desire’ instead I manifest blame to justify my idea that deviates. “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself I can’t see what I’m afraid. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I condemn what I fear. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I condemn What I fear. What do I fear to loose if I change? I think what I suppose is truth as my idea which differs from the idea of the other. In my opinion, my idea/desire is better. Others should follow my idea/desire as a positive choice. If others do not follow my idea/desire I experience this act as disrespectful. What I expect to receive as my idea/desire, from someone else, if my idea/desire will not received, then I experience fear, or anger, or disappointment, or Disobedience, then I condemn this.

I realize see and understand that what I expect to receive as my idea/desire, from someone else, is My idea/desire, my understanding, my creation, which I can use as information which I can use as Coordinates to use as Directive-Principle directing myself. What I distract, then desire as my idea of desire, what I distract/blame.

If and when I blame what I distract then I Stop myself and Breath. When I Stop myself I realize see and understand that what I blame exist because of my desire.

The idea of what I think is correct. If and when I am thinking what I think/desire is correct, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the idea of what I think is correct.

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