Facing my point of view about gossip I became aware when writing about a colleague at work, who was not present during my talks with another colleague. My words and point of view as the conclusion I made which I realize, see and understand became aware of during my writing.
Gossip, making mistakes, being humiliated, being called out, being scrutinized, criticized, gossiped on, being on the receiving end of gossip, learning from humiliation, taking humiliation personally, idea of oneself that leads to humiliation.
In fact what happens during the idea of gossip it leads back to oneself as the acceptance and allowance of the existence of the negative which I believe and participate within.
In my blog startingpoint I realize see and understand that when I’m realizing a point of view about blaming someone it is form of gossip. Information of my mind whit which I want to achieve that I Convince myself. When I tried to impress people what is the point I suppress beyond that I need to impress? The need to impress is because one of my moodswings, my emotion regulation problem is procrastinate something I has to selfforgive. It’s selfish if I wouldn’t. Procrastination is doing something against my better judgment. ‘It is self-harm’ and self-awareness is a key part of why procrastination makes me feel so rotten. Because when I start gossiping I realize see and understand that its all about me where I do and did not took responsibility for yet.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that realizing a point of view about blaming someone it is form of gossip.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the points of gossip includes Information of my mind whit which I want to achieve, instead others, that I want to Convince myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the self-preferrance construct within my mind allow to Convince myself that others should like me in a way I accept self-liking exist as myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that That I use gestures, my looks and sounds to show and display my sense of dignity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I use my mind gossip and perform my peacock showcase, value myself higher to convince others.
If and when I get frustrated can not convince others to Preciate my performance, then I Stop myself and Breath.
I realize see and understand that I commit myself before I want to get people on my hand I Stop myself and Breath and investigate The reason I am experience frustration, anxiousness or annoyed.
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