Day 574 How can you make me feel like that?

‘Hoe kun je me zo laten voelen.’ How can you make me feel like that? How could you! Why do we feel that other people are always responsible for all the bad we feel, but we are always responsible for the good?

Why did he critisized me? Why did he neglect me? Whyyyy. We are the one’s which manifest and allow ourselves that we participate in and as the accepted blame energetic character.

Or is what we call bad the reason that we can see and recognize good? But also ‘richt and wrong creates the energy of the accepted mind polarity ‘good and bad.’

I noticed how when writing or sharing something, there are times where I ‘feel compelled’ to clarify something which comes in a sort of defensive mode, like already assuming that the person reading or hearing is ‘assuming’ this/that about what I’m sharing, and kind of wanting to ‘leave my name clear’ – check mind pattern there! – lol and how these remarks come out in a ‘by the way, or just so you know’ type of thing.

I realize see and understand that I want to leave my name clear after I was reading the email Message from C as words which describes me, commands me what to do without communicate, without consultation and therefore My contribution Was convicted by C, which for In turn I blame C, and then I justify my assumption that I was treated unfairly by C when speaking about it with my colleague (gossiping). So because C doesn’t respects my choice to decide what I did. This feels now that I’m writing it down (I realize see and understand this point of view) as an ‘eye for eye tooth for tooth, destructive inner mind pattern/construct.’

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have blamed C that C doesn’t respects my choice to decide what I did.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my choice to decide what I did became grounded in the energy of guilt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that the acceptance of the the grounded guilt energy became my point of view, rated my startingpoint with the energy of guilt, when I was making choices.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have accepted that the ‘choice to decide what I did’, experienced and involved with some energy of guilt because on my choice, as my opion C reacted negative, which triggers the guilt character in me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I recognize the construct of guilt because as my interpretation ‘on my choice, as my opion, in the past when I was a child, on my choice do something positive, because I was feeling negative, my father reacted with physically abuse, he reacted negative after my decision doing something positive which I then interpretated as guilt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that when I do something positive I also experience the energy of guilt.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel bad about my self because in my opion I was guilty, it was my responsibility that my Dad physically abused my Mother, No doubt about it at that moment, I made this decision.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that because experience the no doubt about it at that moment that I made this decision which became guilt arguments.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I pointed my point of view at the one outside of me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I accepted the barriers of my view, manifest by my accepted mind conscious and subconscious feeling guilty existence.

If and when I feel guilty after I make a decision, I will Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that that I am not responsible for the choices of others.

I realize see and understand that I want to achieve more awareness of the guilt character.

I realize see and understand that my guilt characters manifest the energy about right and wrong when making choices.

I commit myself that I will use this blog info for further expanding my awareness about this theme ‘the guilt character’ which manifest the eye To eye and tooth and tooth construct.’

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