Day 566 I was blamed for.

Today I received an email message. In my opinion this message told me that I had been negligent in carrying out my work. Without asking me why I failed to carry out a specific task.

Wherein this example I promised too Invite another person to facilitate him to take care carry out practical tasks. Because I also facilitate others to arrange their practical matters, I could not invite the other person because of the lack of time. Learning point which I realize now is make a to do agenda so we as colleagues don’t forget to invite people later that or the next day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was pissed after I received an email message, where in the person in my opinion is saying that I had been negligent in carrying out my work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I guess that the person is blaming me that I failed doing my work properly because in my opinion I am negligent in carrying out my work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have blamed myself because in my opinion the email messages tell me that I am negligent in carrying out my work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I feel anger after I received this email messages.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I then address arguments of abuse at the sender which the sender of the message in my opinion made in the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that in my opinion the sender of the message did not respect my privacy after what I told the sender, shared this information with people outside our working area.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I personally addressed my pain points to this person and then walked away from this conversation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am thinking that this person is looking for a way to project his frustration on me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I was pissed after I heard that this person shared specific information about me, which I told within and came out the environment we work in where we have been instructed caring for not to share privacy information with others outside the environment.

If and when I am thinking that I am treated disrespectful, then I Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that this today’s email message Wash the drop that made the bucket overflow because I realized I am still pissed after the story I heard that this person shared specific information about me, after I told came out the environment we work in.

I realize see and understand an environment wherein we have been instructed caring not to share privacy information with others outside this environment.

I commit myself that because of the lack of time and as a Learning point after receiving the email message I realized is to create an ‘to do agenda’ so that we as colleagues don’t forget to invite people later that day or the next day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself after I received an email message, I am thinking this message and the person who sent it are saying to me (which I say to myself into my mind).

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I had, in accordance with my mind messages, my Interlocutor told me, you been negligent in carrying not doing your work properly boy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not stopped the interlocutors message, without asking me, and believing the story why I and failed to carry out a specific task.

If and when I am believing the story of my mind, then I will Stop myself and Breath.

I realize see and understand that I only focus at the point ‘why I failed and blame myself to not properly carry out a specific task.’

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