Day 557 Proposal self-forgiveness.

For context see previous blog. That thought I’m being rejected. That idea pops up every time I expect when, in this example M does not contact me with a proposal to meet each other. This idea of rejection and aloofness haunted me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself thinking that I am rejected.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that being rejected makes me feel sad.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself feeling sad because I am disappointed.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I feel the energy of sadness and disappointment because M does not contact me with a proposal to meet each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself Because M doesn’t contact me, I experience the energy of aloofness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I create aloofness because I Stop contact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I send M a message with my choice to Stop contacting M.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my choice is destructive before M repels me I repel M because I suppose M repels me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I give M the message ‘You’re not important. You does not matter’ – because I’m emotional experience the same when M does not make a proposal to make an appointment to see and meet each other.

If and when I am expecting that someone has to contact me, then I Stop and Breath.

I realize see and understand if my expectation is not fulfilled I start blaming the person who has in my opinion to contact me ‘on my terms’, without asking the person, making a proposal seeing and meet each other.

I realize see and understand that I want to achieve that M will make me a proposal to meet each other.

I commit myself because I send a destructive message with my choice to Stop contacting M, the next time when I am expecting something from someone that I have to communicate my question and perhaps my longing for seeing the person.

Desteni Oneness and Equality

DIP

EQAFE

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