Day 527 I did not act tactfully.

In the past week in contact with a colleague at work I did not behaved and not act tactfully when my colleague asked me something.

I work as an volunteer in a prison. Here I support inmates With practical questions, practical things they have to do before Debts get bigger. Or to prevent debts by contacting organizations to make new or discus the agreements they already made in the past such as how to pay the rent from there home, phone, energy supplier or Netflix. Often the associated administration is arranged via internet or mobile phone which inmates may not or limited can use during their stay in prison.

I realize see and understand when I was a child my parents did not treated me tactfully. They often Respond irritated and angry. To say the least ‘I reacted rather viciously/venomous.’

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Venomous synoniems.
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Self-honesty Selfforgiveness

Venomous

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I behaved venomous last week.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that my behave last week was unmannerly – bad-mannered.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I behaved rude last week which I experienced as toxic.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that last week in relation to questions from my colleague I responded irritated and with anger.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I did not act tactfully when my colleague at work asked me something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself before I met my colleague at work that day I already was irritated and filled with the energy of anger, because in my opinion my colleague interferes with issues for which he is not responsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I use as a excuse and filled up with poison because in my opinion my colleague interferes with issues for which he is not responsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have made my colleague responsible (in my mind I was acting with anger) for the poison which fills me up before I react when my colleague says something.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because my colleague and I we have a manager who is responsible for two different departments, the department I work for and the department where my colleague work for, both departments are working with different approaches, which evokes annoyance to me because in my opinion there is not enough synergy yet between the two different views.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself because of the annoyance in me I react irritated because there is no synergy between our different views.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that ‘Two different views without enough synergy reminds me of my two parents Fighting with each other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not like it that we do not have the synergy at work. which includes the ideal situation in my opinion which thus could includes information the ideal communication I have in mind. Which corresponds to the basic values of humanitas and often clashes with DJI’s approach.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I do not like it that we do not have the synergy at work where I am longing for.

If and when I am longing for synergy we don’t have at work, I Stop and Breath. I realize see and understand that I’m longing for synergie and work together without experience irritation and anger which fills me up with venomous poison.

I commit myself when I fill myself up with poison because of my thoughts and excuses ‘there is not enough synergy at work in between two different approaches’ before I met my colleague the one who is reminding me at this lack of synergy, then I Stop and Breath.

I commit myself that I have to Stop my poison thinking because it harm’s me physically because I created headaches after I start thinking about the lack of synergy created by my lack of commitment to Stop my mental mind behavior.

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