Dag 511 perfection

I realize see and understand that I was looking and longing for perfection true the eyes of imperfection. That I had no idea how to realize long-term goals and mostly focused at short-term longings and expectations. But I now realize and see that I really don’t know what’s best and perfect for me, lol.

Periodes of times I was thinking when I have more money, people will accept me more. If I have a car, if I have a paid job, if I have a partner, if I have more sex, if my parents spend more unconditionally time and had real ear and eye for my needs etc. etc.

So because of my focus ‘If I have/had’ I primarily looked true the eyes of I do not have. I did not had long-term goals because I only focused at short-term needs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I’m longing for perfection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I’m longing for perfection looking true the eyes of imperfection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I learned and then accepted that I should behave perfectly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I behaved perfectly in front of the people who told me that I should behave perfectly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I behaved hypocriet because I behaved not always perfectly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I behaved in accordance with the requirements of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself when I behave in accordance with the requirements of others that I participate in the energy of Anger and irritation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I participate in the energy of Anger and irritation because I behaved in a way which was not the best thing to do for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I realize see and understand that I do not know what’s best for me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am not sure and maybe afraid for the unknown.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I am afraid for something that I don’t have.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I feel irritation and anger

To be continued.

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