Dag 288 image abuse

As a child/person I had the desire/idea that people should be kind and friendly to each other. Now I reconize my experience as thoughts: ‘don’t slam with doors’, ‘don’t yel’ end ‘don’t use hateful mean words’.I got/was saddened by aggressive, hostile and unfriendly behavior

I see and understand that unfriendliness, shows up, as me in me for example in response in the moment when people slame with doors, yelling at kids, I’m automatically feel pain in my chest, in reaction after thinking words asshole, bulky bag and how sad it is for the little kid after I see fear and anxiety in the kid tearing eyes

I realise that my reality is recognized as a mind reality, but as equil and oneness reality itself excluded. In my mind real I face my symbolik fear representation as in myself alowed and accepted as fear instead of kindness. My in-sight symbol  ‘pop-up’ shown up in the moment as a picture for example I face the little-kid wet-fear-eyes, the lion king, the victims of the India caste system, war refugees and people in front of me at the cash register in the supermarket

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself in response to others that my knowledge of the other is surrounded by my own misunderstandings

I commit myself stop my image memory wet-fear-eyes reaction, represent symbolik my energetic mind fear experience, accepted and allowed myself, as me facing myself, I stop myself and breath

I commit myself get rid of my accepted allowance mind influence within my selfhonest as represent of my fear pop-up show point as a matter of reaction seeing the influence wet-fear-eyes reaction as a gift showing my mind abuse that feeds my emotions and feelings by thinking facing the kid ‘how sad’ I remove myself from my responsibility face the brutal world reality against children, animals and nature abuse the selfhonest equil and oneness pristine original nature, by feeding my sorry mind experience again and again, over and over again

I commit myself, realyse and see that unconsciously I rate myself in response to my environment the interpretation representation showing up in this/as the presence, wich isn’t because its an energetic reaction, no longer forget,  before I shoot in reaction, creating and manifest my inequality, dissatisfaction because I neglect the reality of only this point of view moment, as my abuse

I realyse that that my point of view creates and disconnect me of my selfhonestly

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed locked myself from Selfhonest Life Awareness

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to not remove my mind seclusion as energetic charge instead blame others and after that remove me from them

I forgive myself that I have allow myself and accept that I respond from an live experience event

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself and accept that I impulsively follow up my mind experience data instead breath the energetic reactions as in myself allowed

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself that I get sad by aggressive, hostile and unfriendly behavior

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself that I react agressive and onfriendly against the door slamer, the loudmouth and others wich I’m blaming for my own reactions againts them

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself instead agressive reacting, react sentimental when I see the crying wet-child-eyes

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself in response to wet eyes child images disconnect myself from the selfhonest oneness and equility what best for all awareness

I forgive myself dat I’ve accepted and allowed aggressive or sentimental allowens in myself prevent myself to be self honest in Here equil and one in every breath

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself not saw and understood that the removal is also/only the key to the door, see, understand self-correction and the three levels of the mind

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